If I say that care about you - you believe it

uarvaouog

I start ignoring your feelings, ignore you feel bad, ignore everything you did for me.

But when my heart slowly around you, you are foreseen was not by my side, I was too headstrong pursuit of the so-called true love, my heart was not willing to be afraid of what their bondage, but ignored to me that the most important to you.

But all they could go back and quiet scary day you anticipating everything I fear the feeling of suffocation

I seem to see it. Your eyes in a sad, but I did not care too much, may have been before you and I together, like the sad out from time to time. I am happy to hold your hand, I gradually got used to your big hand in my hand, I am used to it, you eat something sweet for my happiness. But all this has been destined, we eat all the delicious KFC, in time you looked at me blankly, as if to tell me something, but hesitating, we break up? Light, as you say, but my intuition tells me more than hearing that I have lost you, you smile, said to me : Baby I want to give you happiness, but the face of your indifference I'm afraid can not do that, I want to love you properly, but I do not know how long this love can be, I dare not ask you love me, my Haoteng heart sore, I'm afraid I left you, how cold your hands to do, I'm afraid I left you, you will not always fall careless things nobody behind you to help you pick it up. I listened to his soulful confession, then the first time I feel the pain of how much this man loves me, I first felt a soft place in my heart that he has been deeply compromised.

but said he broke up with me when, as a general dramatic, like the kind of pain, unable to speak, we hurt each other more deeply, and because of the exact to say: I hurt it Man, I always thought I was going to pursue my happiness, I feel very happy being loved, but he has been blind to really love a person, I want to understand the kind of love, I want to feel like the deep sea of the passions that But I kept looking in, but ignored the man I love that side, I do not hate him, or that deep in my heart I have accepted her, but his heart has always been afraid to admit, but afraid that they will be bound by love, fear of self-injury, my indifference, hurt him deeply, listening to break up the sentence has been wrapping in my ears, tears are streaming down, pain in the pain, and He just held me next place, told me that I'm sorry I can not love. I can not take care of you, and tears has been attached to my face, I feel like uncomfortable suffocation. But I never thought I was in his ear: and then slowly pulled out of my body, as the door slowly walked more than that back I'll never forget, and I followed behind him, and said Do you believe I care about you, he did not look back just said, I do not know. I'm tired [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I do not want to know, care? Well you care too?

I'm afraid the answer to my heart, that I have been paying more than before, I care about, just to make you a little bit by my presence, I do not care about you, just a little bit of feeling, but you did not give me, and then later I constantly lie to myself that you care about me. You forgot to say? But I find I'm getting tired, I care about you to the tired [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I can not afford care. I listened to his narrative, has no feeling, because I knew this moment I completely lost him, not because of whether patriotic [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], not because the do not care, because we do not even care about this more than feel afraid of going on? Then he walked the. And my heart is gone. Floating free in a kingdom called, not believe in love, or do not want to love --- because of his inability to love others.

my first love, my grief, my wayward Love. Go back all the more

(Editor: Juelian Red)

uarvaouog · Posted: Wed 21:45, 04 May 2011 Post subject:

run, stop [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], back, created a series of extraordinary number of low-key can not save the memories. I walked into the quiet was listening to today 's busy people , their fall , because some of the most treasured by my people as after all, and I end up passing . I cried , not because they missed out , is hard to break away because of the seemingly dull and very worried in the past , I have the courage to forget , or forget what you do not need the original . I am confused, for a time in bailing out , but the reality is always staring .

street last year or so , there will be a shadow in the evening through , nothing different, just do not think I will not give yourself a generous reason to credit my lonely gorgeous , so I learned himself , and perhaps this is the most ridiculous comfort, who they think actually this suddenly become real , but the road come to an end and that everything has become so hypocritical , lying to myself Moment the reasons for the collapse [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], leaving their gaunt long time , then I do not admit that he had bruises.

wake up after the cool pillow in the pick up cigarettes [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but did not burn all the emptiness , I'm tired , but still opened a quilt , for fear he would fall asleep since then , that I do not want Go back to the dream full of conspiracy . Sit up , get a blank brain is awake or asleep is not clear . I carefully got out of bed , open the windows , the city bursts of noise torn my dignity , I feel that I was so insignificant.

deception humble , head out the aura of color, I'm off, lost, forget their own . . . . . . . Who made me forget who I am , who left me? Is not a time to get out of my memory.

( Editor: Juelian Red )